I'm taking a Pharmacy Technician course every Saturday for the next seven months. I'm hoping that it will lead to a good job, but I'm thinking in the mean time it's going to drive me nutty. It's reminding me of my lack of patience with others who don't listen and/or do the expected work. I'm wondering how easy or hard it will be to get a job when I'm done, and that leads to wondering if I want a job anyway. I mean, I know I do, and I have to get one so keep my family afloat, but I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I'm 31 and I haven't figured that out yet -- kinda sad, eh?
Part of me wants to keep focusing on myself -- be selfish I guess, in essence. I want to make sure I finish this weight loss project, and know that I'm on a stable safe road to maintain it. I want to finish school, and I can do as much as I can online and stay with my kids too. I enjoy being with my kids -- even when they drive me nutty. Of course, when they drive me nutty I don't enjoy it until later ;) I like being able to help out in my son's classroom. I know I have to work, and sooner rather than later, but it doesn't change any of the other things.
As for now, I'm just hoping that someone knocks on my door and offers to pay for my panniculectomy -- and hoping that the doctor I'm seeing next week is a helpful guy who might figure out the cheapest way possible for me to do it because no one is going to come knocking with an offer like that. Fingers crossed, I guess.
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