Ready to roll

I hit the hospital today for my blood tests, hit the gym one last time for a month or two, am doing homework for my Pharmacy Tech class and am ready to roll. I'm so thankful for the benzo the plastic surgeon gave me too, it means I WILL sleep tonight. Also very thankful for the Pharmacy Tech class project to keep my mind and my hands busy.

Gonna pack in the morning, and do more homework. I'm wondering today if I'll have my own room to recover in, if I can use my MP3 player (and if so when), if I'll be feeling up to doing school/computer work as I recover, etc. etc. etc. Lots of questions but I'm not stressing about not having answers. I'm actually kinda proud of myself for not being more "AAACCCKKKKK!" right now. I did yell at the fam this am about helping me clean up, but that had a lot to do with lazy attitudes and people not doing what they had promised to do yesterday.

Thanks so much to everyone who has shown me so amazingly strongly that they care and are hopeful that I will have an optimal outcome and recovery. Your words have all meant so much to me, and I'm so blessed to have so many people rooting for me during something that is so massive a hurdle for me. I am truly thankful and blessed to know all of you. I will check in again as soon as I can!